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Poetry: Three Kisses

Posted on 11. Aug, 2009 by E.Carmel in Poetry

Poetry: Three Kisses

So now you want to end text messages with a kiss, kiss, kiss
Oh please, since when did you start ending your texts with three kisses?
Saying how much you wish things were normal again coz you really miss me
Save the talk, I don’t want to hear your wishes
Funny how your ways have changed now that I’m [...]

Poetry: The Bus

Posted on 11. Aug, 2009 by E.Carmel in Poetry

You told me to meet you at the bus stop
Said you’ll be there in a few minutes to pick me up
I get there and just wait 4 you…why does this feel like déjà vu?
I’ve made a bad habit of waiting around for you,
Hoping you’ll finally come through
But I’m fed up of never feeling full; I [...]

Count Me Out

Posted on 09. Aug, 2009 by E.Carmel in Life and Style, Men & Women

Count Me Out

I look at my mother and I see the true definition of an independent woman. Her experience with men wasn’t pleasant hence she was left to take care of five children on her own. This meant that she had to work harder than the average since she was trying to fulfil the role of a [...]

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